Kilimanjaro, Day Eight (evening)

Evening, January 2, 2011

My companions stayed with me to the very end. After my tantrum subsided, I set off glumly down the trail at a slow creep, resolved to handle whatever obstacle nature cruelly laid in my path. We crossed over a mountain steam and wandered downhill for another quarter hour until the trees parted and thrust us into civilization. My heart cried out in relief when I spotted a cluster of buildings. I did it! I made it to our final destination, Marangu Gate. The view was so surreal that I could hardly believe my eyes. We had come full circle back to where our journey had begun.

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Hobbled as I was, I was in no mood to loiter at the park entrance but had no other choice than to wait for our guide August to inform park management of our departure. As he filled out paperwork, I waddled into an Apex building housing a small gift shop. Stocking up on snacks I had been deprived of on the mountain, I bought some gifts for my family back home. I picked up a blue T-shirt with a map of Kilimanjaro for my son and for my wife, who had climbed the mountain last year with another group, a floppy hat with Kilimanjaro’s famous relief emblazoned on the front. I had wanted to buy her some tanzanite, a precious gem only found in Tanzania, when I return to Arusha, but our shopping time was cut short by our late arrival at Marangu Gate. Although we should have arrived by 3 p.m., the group crawled into the park headquarters after 5:30 p.m. I was the primary reason for our tardiness.

I had 50 more meters to walk from the gift shop to the van, which turned out to be one of the toughest stretches of all after my muscles froze up as I waited for August to finish our paperwork. I leaned on my trusty hiking poles and moved one more time. The path continued downward. I reached the top of a short flight of steps down to the parking lot where vans were waiting for us to catch a ride back to Arusha. My companions found it so amusing watching me lower myself down the stairs with my poles that they snapped a photo of me that I will never forget. If I am ever incapacitated, this photo will inspire me to persevere to the end.

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I made it down the stairs and joined the others. Celebratory beers cracked open like muted fireworks. The porters began to pile our gear into the vans. I passed on the beer but gathered the group for a photo. We did not have much time to dawdle with a two-hour van ride ahead and the sky beginning to darken. August’s hired hands pressured me to donate my gear to them, a practice that many hikers do after finishing their climbs. I politely declined and wished I could have explained in Swahili that I needed the gear again to hike the Himilayas. While it is a courtesy to donate gear to your support team, it’s a personal decision whether to give away gear to those who will undoubtedly wear it out or to keep it if you’re planning to use it again.

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We got into the van for a two-hour ride back to Arusha. The end-of-day commute seemed anticlimactic after the saga we had just endured. My wife called my almost-dead Blackberry at the right time and discovered to her joy that I not only survived the mountain but had reached the summit. The cell phone signal was not very strong but lasted long enough to share the news with her. Tom got hold of his family and shared his news with them too. We learned that our fellow climber who had been evacuated from the mountain at Kibo Hut, Betty, had been released from the hospital and was now resting at our hotel. The doctor had cleared her to rejoin us for the flight home. Kay, Tom, and I made the most of our time en route to Arusha chatting it up about what was happening back at home. August made some stops along the way to drop off an assortment of items he had rented for the trip, including a propane bottle that he returned to a gas station in Moshi. As we waited, I slithered out of the car and blew my leftover Tanzanian schilling on some goodies for the groups. Ice cream and beer never tasted so good together.

We arrived at the newly-opened, 5-star Mount Meru Hotel in Arusha after 7 p.m. The scene was comical as three weary travelers trundled out of a beat-up van in front of a classy hotel. I tried to avoid touching anything with my filthy hands and boots. We checked in, arranged to meet for dinner at 8:30 p.m., and headed to our rooms. Although my room was impeccably clean, I was about to mess it up despite my best efforts not to soil anything! I scattered my bags on all available surfaces and disgorged piles of dirty clothing and gear. I had left a small bag of clean clothing with the hotel before I set off for the mountain and reclaimed it at check-in; it was great to have clean clothes waiting for me when I arrived. I soaked in the shower for more than 20 minutes, enjoying the hot water and washing away the grit that caked my body. Shaving and other tasks brought me in from the wilderness and closer to civilization. I felt clean and refreshed but could not wash away the aches and bruises. My leg muscles felt tight again, and limped slowly with a dull pain in my joints. I set about straightening up my gear for the trip home while I watched a television program featuring a South African explorer on travel in Angola and Botswana. Exploring the wilds of southern Africa no longer seemed so daunting.

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I called Betty to see how she was doing and invited her to join us for dinner, but she declined and told me that she needed to rest. I wished her well and let her know we would all rendezvous in the hotel lobby tomorrow morning for the trip home. I joined Kay and Tom for dinner at the hotel restaurant, which offered a delicious mixture of African cuisine that I ate ravenously, piling my plate full of meats and vegetables that I hadn’t eaten for over a week and avoiding foods that reminded me of mountain cuisine. Moonlight cast a beautiful pall over the hotel garden illuminated by the twinkling light of lampposts posted along garden paths crisscrossing the grounds. The ordeal we had been through began to fade from our memories as we soaked up the casual ambiance. We shared a celebratory toast and chilled out at a table on the outdoor patio, enjoying each other’s company and laughing that this time we didn’t have to eat dinner in a tent. A full week together overcoming the challenge had not dampened our budding friendship. The evening was a mellow end to an adventure wrought with emotion.

Kilimanjaro, Day Eight (continued)

Afternoon, January 2, 2011

Having left Tom and August far behind on the Marangu Route, Kay and I with Minja in tow continued our journey to Mandara Huts full of vigor and very happy that the end of our journey was near. The trail wandered along the broad, gently descending slope of Kilimanjaro with occasional drops into small ravines. We passed briskly through fields and strands of trees of varietals I could only guess but nonetheless made the view more interesting. My body held up well with the slope gradual and unoffending to the knees and joints, and I bounced along with the indomitable Kay without overexerting myself.

A couple hours into our walk the forest swallowed our trail as one would expect heading into subtropical lowlands. Wispy entrails of moss befitting a rain forest covered many of the trees and hung like tattered voiles that would surely spring back to life when the rains returned. Although we were hiking during Kilimanjaro’s second shorter rainy season, we were blessed with weather that had remained remarkably dry.

Our next destination, Mandara Huts, seemed ever elusive as our path continued on unbroken far longer than we would have liked, always lying ahead like a mirage that continually evaded us. Once again Minja underestimated the time and distance. To humor ourselves, , Kay and I decided that we still had somewhere between five minutes and five days more to hike. It actually took us about two hours to reach Mandara Huts. Along the way I snapped dozens of photos of the area to remind me of its surreal beauty. Before long we had arrived at the huts – and not a moment too soon. After gracing the palatial bathrooms that were impeccably pristine and out of place in this wilderness, I bought a celebratory Coca-Cola to satiate my thirst. Kay cracked open a “Kilimanjaro” beer and guzzled it down. Then we waited. And waited some more. We did not want to continue until Tom and August had rejoined us so we could reach the end of our journey together. The camp operator told us that the final leg was about three hours ahead and much steeper than where we had already passed, but I didn’t worry too much about it. I could do this.

Minja had disappeared on some unknown errand that became clear to us when he suddenly reappeared and announced that lunch was served. Even though it was lunchtime, it came as a surprise to us that we would stop to eat because we seemed so close to the end. Plus, up to that point dined exclusively in tents. It hadn’t occurred we didn’t need to use a tent in the lowlands. Minja motioned for us to enter the largest building in the camp, a large lodge that served as a resting point for climbers hiking the Marangu Route. We sat down at a wooden table with hewn benches and were served fried eggs, banana, toast, and instant coffee or cocoa, a meal like any other we had had for the past week. The nourishment did not sit well with our palates, and we ate uninspired.  Tom and August arrived at Mandara Huts about 15 minutes later. Tom joined us for lunch as August sauntered over to Minja and struck up a conversation with him and someone I took to be a guide from another group. I glanced over at the grub served to a group of climbers at the next table and coveted their food. I was apparently so desperate for variety that I was tempted to barter my delicious fried eggs for some fattening, greasy chips!

We set off for Marangu Gate about 2:30 p.m. August confirmed that the trip would take about three hours. We walked together as a group with Kay, Tom and me joined by August and two other guides. The deep woods enveloped us and dimmed our path, letting in just enough sunlight to keep drop hints that a gorgeous day lay above us. The trail grew steeper and uneven with occasional drop-offs held in place by rocks and roots. The suddenly steep descent pounded my knees and joints, conjuring up the pain with a vengeance. I pulled out the hiking poles I hadn’t used all day from my day pack and wielded them like extensions of my arms to cushion the blows. The poles helped me keep a brisk pace for at least two hours. I stayed ahead of the group, assuming that I was likely the slowest one and the pacesetter setting the tempo. As I hiked the pain migrated from my knees to my lower thighs. I tried slowing down and walking in measured steps, stopping at each drop-off to lower myself down carefully. This strategy eventually failed, and hiking became excruciatingly difficult. Each step burned! It sorely tested my diminishing strength. My legs pleaded with my head, but it fell on deaf ears. I was determined to end this once and for all.

We stopped briefly at a mountain stream with glacier runoff cascading downhill. One of the guides went down to the water’s edge and dipped his canteen in the water. He offered me some. I took a sip. It was delicious! Evian and other waters that claim to be bottled at a glacier’s source could never compare to the rich taste of water trickling down from the glaciers adorning Kilimanjaro’s summit. For a few moments I felt refreshed and reinvigorated. Until I started to move again.

We hiked for another hour to where I thought the entrance should be. We came upon a trail sign that announced we had another 2.5 kilometers until Marangu Gate. My heart sank. That was not the news my poor legs needed to hear! My knees and joints felt as if they needed reconstructive surgery after this was all over. I had to press on. I justified my seeming reckless by reasoning that we weren’t far and that I didn’t want to let my colleagues down. I didn’t want to be evacuated from the mountain. I needed to get off this mountain before sundown. My conscience lit upon any excuse I could find to coax myself to continue.

We pressed on. Finally, at the point where I was certain the Marangu Gate should have been but was not, I lost it. My temper flared and vented my spleen at the mountain, at the park management, and at August for everything that had worked against me. Why did they lie and claim it was only 2.5 kilometers to the entrance? I fumed over my idiocy for being crazy enough to go on this trip and risking everything for a dream. For what? Just to reach the top of some place man was not intended to climb? In my delirium I simply ran ahead like a mindless, instinctive animal, determined to find the entrance once and for all. My hiking poles propelled me faster than I should have gone. The back of my mind wondered whether I had left the others behind; I dared not look back to see if anyone had followed me in case I tripped on a rock or a root. Finally, I stumbled and fell to the ground and collapsed on the dirt trail. I was spent. My body could not keep up with my rage. I floundered like a spirit trapped inside an exoskeleton cell.

August was beside me in a flash. The others soon caught up and gathered around me. August, a man who had once climbed up and down Kilimanjaro in 36 hours, looked down at me with pity. His eyes told me that he was sorry that I was in pain and would help me to the very end. He pulled me up, I refused to let him assist me. I was going to make it on my own or die trying.

Kilimanjaro, Day Eight

Morning, January 2, 2011

I woke up early in the morning at sunrise. I hadn’t had much sleep the night before but felt strangely rested as sleep deprivation hoodwinked me into thinking that I had had ample rest. As I fought my way out of my tent, I tripped on the canvas and landed hard against a large boulder right in front of me. My already-decrepit right knee slammed into the ground, and my left elbow smashed into the boulder as I fell with a thud. Kay exclaimed, “Are you OK?!” I grunted angrily to channel the pain and frustration and spat, “Great, just what I needed!” Our lead guide August suggested again that I be carried off the mountain, but I flatly refused. The worst Kilimanjaro could throw at me was past, I surmised; I wasn’t about to end the climb an invalid hauled down in a stretcher!

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Once I was comfortably balanced on my feet and able to walk on my own cognizance, I dusted the soil off my clothing and readjusted my flailing ski hat and propelled myself forward carefully to the bathroom facility at Horombo Huts without using hiking poles. My knees were sore and stiff, although the pain subsided as I moved around. I scooped up the meager toiletries that I had flung to the ground when I fell and hobbled downhill to the stout building that looked like a faux chalet. I went in and was relieved to discover that the toilet was somewhat clean with a half-used roll of toilet paper. I lacked towel, toiletries, and time needed to take a shower and opted for a sponge bath — sans the sponge — at a lone working sink. The water ran cold, of course. Yet it felt great to wash away a day’s worth of grime from Kibo Peak and feel somewhat refreshed. One more day, I thought to myself. One more day until we returned to civilization and a 4-star hotel with a shower and bed.

I rejoined Kay and Tom on last time at the mess tent that had become our nomadic sanctuary. It was the first time we had all had a chance to sit down and commune since prior to the final ascent, and we talked about how fulfilling the climb had been for each of us despite the immense challenges that Kay and Tom had obviously weathered better than I. We reminisced about our adventures on the mountain and recounted the bond that we had developed with one another over the past week. We were no longer colleagues; we were friends who had shared a common fate. Our mood was upbeat when we thought of how our journey would soon end but also somber, tempered by the knowledge that the adventure was almost over. For all the difficulties we faced, we could not deny that Kilimanjaro had profoundly affected all of us.

Tom, Kay and I settled the final bill. We had to pay each guide, porter, cook and waiter a tip according to their job and service they had provided. The cook got a nice tip for serving the best meals he could with limited ingredients, as did Minja for doubling as a porter and guide; Manda’s brusque nature earned him the bare minimum. Tom volunteered to be our accountant and apportioned the dollarized tips from August on down like capitalist to proletariat. We then stepped out of the mess tent and gathered the group together for a short, ad hoc ceremony to acknowledge their support. Tom did a masterful job serving as emcee and called each and every one of them forward for a handshake, thank you, and a tip. We closed the “ceremony” by bringing everyone together for a group photo to commemorate the journey.

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We set off about 10:00 in the morning for our final day of hiking. We still had 21 kilometers to go and kept a steady pace along the way. Tom and August fell behind as Tom resumed his shutterbug habits while Kay and I forged on ahead with Minja shadowing us. I moved slower than the others but was determined not to let my poor condition hold back the group. Kay and I stopped occasionally for photos and kept up a steady conversation about life and its complications for hours. It was a welcome break from three days of iPod songs that kept me company but never seemed fulfilling enough. The terrain on the Marangu Route caressing the southern slope of Kilimanjaro was lush with trees and plants, a welcome break from the desolate landscape we had seen for the past three days. We marveled at the odd-shaped trees and unique flowers lining the trail. I must have taken over 100 photos of different iterations of the same foliage!

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We stopped a couple of times for snacks after Minja suggested in Swahili that the next camp, Mandara Huts, still lay far ahead. My appetite had returned, and I consumed biltong (a type of southern African beef jerky), macadamia nuts, and a Cliff Bar. My legs seemed to do well too without too much pain. For a few hours, I found myself a nice groove that I wanted to sustain the rest of the way to the park entrance. Once again, I misjudged the difficulty that lay ahead.